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집침대가 그립지만
I miss my home bed,

얼른 적응해보도록 할게여
I'll hurry up and get used to it

제가 집아니면 잘못자고 못씻고
If I'm not at home, I can't take a shower.

뭔지아시죠
You know what I mean, right?

몬가 울집아니면 찝찝불편
If it's not Monga's house, it's uncomfortable.

마자 저번에 케이콘갈때는 비행기에서 화장실을 한번도 안갔어
When I went to KCON last time, I never went to the bathroom on the plane.

하지만 적응하겠어요~~~~
But I'll get used to it.~~~

일기쓰구 자야지
I'm going to write a diary and sleep.

보여달라구여?
You want me to show you?

부끄러
I am shy

그넫 저 엎드려서 적어서 글씨가 날라다녀텨
I'm lying on my stomach and writing it down, so my handwriting is flying around.

보이세요
Can you see it?

고객님
Customer

슬퍼여?
Are you sad?

나름 되게 희망차고 긍정적인 일기입니댜
It's a hopeful and positive diary.

마지막 문장 무슨 뜻이냐구용
What does the last sentence mean?

나는 가족들칭구들 오빛들 덕분에 앞으로 더 큰 꿈을 꾸어야지 그리고 오늘 밤은 아주 좋은 꿈을 꾸어야지
Thanks to my family and ORBIT, I'm going to have a bigger dream and have a very good dream tonight.

인데 별뜻이없어여 헤헰
But it doesn't mean much

부끄러우니 내립니닷><
I'm getting off because I'm embarrassed ><

아니 왜 슬푸지?
Why am I sad?

아 좋은이 아니구 죽은으로 봣다구요
Oh, not good. I thought it was dead.

왜 우리 잠을 죽여요 가만히 있는데 기를 죽여요ㅠ
Why are you holding our sleep? We're just sitting still, but we're holding our spirits down.

아 내가 없이도가 슬푸다구요ㅜ ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 그저 한국에 없다는 뜻임.. 그리고 본가에 내가 없어도 내 생각하는 울 가족들 뭐 이런거
Oh, it's sad without me.It just means that I am not in Korea. And even if I'm not at my parents' house, my family that I think of...

제가 이 세상에 업다뇨 여러분
What do you mean I carry you on my back?

왜 저를 없애요ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅋㅋㅌㅋㅋㅋ
Why are you getting rid of me?Crying

아주 죽은 꿈을 꾸어야지도 근데 좋네요
It's good to have a dead dream.

죽은듯이 잠을 깊게 잔다도 되고 쥑이네~ 할때에 끝장나게 잔다도 되고 ㅎㅋ
You can sleep deeply as if you're dead, or you can sleep like you're dead.

(오빛 ㅁ안머쓱하게하려고 안간힘)
(Orbit 안 Trying hard to be embarrassed)

이름없는, 죽은 존재처럼 그 누구의 내가 아니고 편견속의 나도 아니고 그저 편안하게 죽은잠 이라고도 볼 수 있겠군요
It's not anyone's me like a nameless, dead being, or a prejudiced me, but just a comfortable, dead sleep.

우리오빛 문학상 드려요^^ 어띃게 죽은잠이라고 봤을까아~~~~? 천재야~~~~~?🤓🫵🏻
ORBIT will give you the Literature Award.^^ How did you think it was a dead sleep? Are you a genius?🤓🫵🏻

아 이미 머쓱해졋다고라
I'm already embarrassed.

맞아 원래 다양하게 해석해주는 사람들이 있어 문학은 더 의미있어지는거야
Yes, there are people who interpret it in various ways, so literature becomes more meaningful.

우아 제 일기장을 필사하셨다구요ㅜ
Wow, you've written my diary.ㅜ

내가 더 감동인데요?
I'm more touched.

투어는 어떻게 보면 빡빡한 일정 속에서 나에 대한 도전인동시에 팬분들과의 꼭 지켜야하는 약속이기도 해서
In a way, the tour is a challenge for me and a promise that I have to keep with the fans.

매일 마음 다잡을라구 쓰지도 않던 다이어리를 가져왔는데
I brought a diary that I didn't write every day to get my mind together.

앞으로 매일 적기 도전~~~~ 그리고 여러분이 궁금해하면 일부 공개해줄게요💖
From now on, I'll try to write it down every day! And if you're curious, I'll reveal some of it.💖

자야되는데말이쟈
I need to sleep.

된장찌개 먹는 꿈 꿀게요
I'll dream about eating doenjang-jjigae.

잘자용
Good night.

제 아점
My brunch.

아직 안먹엇지만
I didn't eat it yet.

전주한옥관 ? 된장찌개 비빔밥
Jeonju Hanok Hall? Soy Bean Paste Stew Bibimbap.

저 양식 잘 못 묵어요..
I can't eat Western food well.

느끼해서여
Because it's greasy.

강제다이어트중
Forced dieting

엽떡먹는즁
I'm eating Yupdduk.

근데 여긴 쫌 다네요?!
But it's kind of sweet here.

하슬이랑 먹는즁
Eating with Haseul.

많이 달아여
It's too sweet.